Am I not allowed to weep?
Cease assisting,
let me die in peace.
Don’t you know?
in some cases,
death is preferable to life,
preferable to pain
preferable to anguish
preferable to hope.
Hope is like an open sore
open and vulnerable to the elements.
each additional injury
making it sore and sensitive.
And in the midst of this unceasing rain,
Drenching us cold,
Soaking our mud walled rooms,
Trickling through the pock marched roof
What do you want me do to or say
Will you still demand of me
Strength and courage
Am I not allowed to weep?
And cry
And groan and moan?
Am I not allowed to weep?